Lately I've been going through bullshit, than a bull fighter So when I say my to God, one verse is like a full choir My every thought is pain, strain and me to death Everyday is a rehearsal, that's prepping me for death
I think I'm ready because this world ain't no of mine thing I qualify for, is murder and Penitentiary time Y'all should of me, in the Jimmy instead But I guess they was feeling each other, to get in the bed
Here I am, first born between heaven and hell I tell my people so no to dope but I let it Need to practice my preaching, calling the kettle I know I'm on pot or not, I gotta peddle crack
Ain't nobody got my back, except the laws when on it So I be going for broke, demolishing my Leaving no traces just blood on faces, that HK I'ma squeeze that, you even want be back
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is So I, spend of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm my mind real fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I could make some real Dropping album album, platinum song after song But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights on
How can I win, it's everything I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my are fake, they come around when I'm spending cash But I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning fast
Lonely, daily dodging the but he on me my people fuck him, 'cause he be working Through my homies burning bridges and I give a fuck y'all laughing at me, when I couldn't get a buck
It's all gravy baby, I got hurdles I'm trying to jump my residence And my vehicle, is I dump over And it not be much but it's all I got So when I it, promethium is all I pop
I got through so much, so I try to fucked up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I can't smoke no 'Cause if I a dirty, I'm facing T I M E My first time ever sober, it's fucking with my Got a nigga an attitude, I can't maintain
If you cross me I'll it to you hard, not softly like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna cost me When it's time to pay up, and I lay up in a Bury me with a sack, and a motherfucking 12 gage
Hey, no love in my 'Cause my homies was phony, straight from the start Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't no weed, these motherfuckers my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, with my And if you beefing me nigga, better get your weapon You better pray that I'm and I'm just tripping But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling Mary Jane