Lately I've been going through more bullshit, than a fighter So when I say my praises to God, one verse is like a choir My thought is pain, strain and stressing me to death Everyday is a rehearsal, that's prepping me for death
I think I'm ready because this ain't no friend of mine Only thing I qualify for, is murder and time Y'all should of shot me, in the Jimmy But I guess was feeling each other, to get head in the bed
Here I am, first born torn between heaven and I tell my people so no to but I let it sell Need to my preaching, calling the kettle black I know I'm on pot or not, I gotta peddle crack
Ain't nobody got my back, except the when they on it So I be going for broke, demolishing my Leaving no traces just on faces, believe that HK I'ma squeeze that, you even want be back
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, when I'm I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only I earn is stress So I, spend most of my days chilling Mary Jane
I can't focus, I'm losing my mind fast Dreaming and fending for the day, I could make real cash Dropping album after album, song after song But it's like I ain't did nothing, 'cause the lights on
How can I win, like everything I do is a motherfucking sin It got a nigga, to see my end All of my friends are fake, come around when I'm spending cash But when I'm broke they out the do', with spinning fast
Lonely, daily dodging the but he on me Telling my fuck him, 'cause he be working Through my homies burning bridges and I give a fuck y'all laughing at me, when I couldn't get a buck
It's all gravy baby, I got hurdles I'm trying to jump my residence And my vehicle, is something I over And it might not be but it's all I got So I paint it, promethium is all I pop
I got so much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't Even though I do my best, the only thing I is stress So I, spend of my days chilling with Mary Jane
I'm on pretrial now and I can't smoke no 'Cause if I catch a dirty, I'm T I M E My first ever sober, it's fucking with my brain Got a nigga with an attitude, I maintain
If you cross me I'll bring it to you hard, not Living like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna me When time to pay up, and I lay up in a grave Bury me with a fifty sack, and a motherfucking 12
Hey, no love in my 'Cause my homies was phony, straight the motherfucking start Why I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed, these motherfuckers Ain't my people, they be strangers up a reverend breed
So I bless the streets, my Smith-n-Wesson And if you beefing with me nigga, better get weapon You better pray that I'm codeine and I'm tripping But I let you add up to my problems, I will leave you tripping
I got through so much, so I try to stay up Because, I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the thing I earn is stress So I, most of my days chilling with Mary Jane