1] When I speak it's like don't hear Why I feel like God don't Why I like I ain't good as no one else I'm searching but my pride there I just feel like ain't fair My boy got shot, died right But me, I twice and came back to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta myself All I do is doubt myself Drink liquor till the head gets consumed by the pint, I don't care about my I'm just trying to numb the pain Love and it all just feels the same Won't say I'm by the fame But even my know I changed
So I get drunk till I feel The love fake, the real Got so many it ain't heal But I gotta soul can't kill Why I feel like just want to pop me never had a pot to piss in Probably pack a nine on his hip then sit me to God there's no triple six inside me No I can't let the in my mind Same the church will turn you blind time I heard a preacher preach a sermon All I him say was sinner's going to die And will never get to see a Heaven all due respect fuck the reverend Cause I life was doing 25 Praying for early like it's a blessing This for my people going depression This for the kids who felt affection This for the kids whose parents don't them Saying they love everyone else except
I know it's like to feel alone I know what it's to need a home I know what it's to not know what it's like To have a love you can call own
See I done tried single fucking drug on that shelf Trust me man it help I just feel I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I feel love don't last Things change when you so fast I was trying to on us in the future You was focused on my If you left I would my soul me that you won't let go See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my heart still
So many times I said change to turn around and do the same Same that's been putting you in pain I know I'm the one to blame So I get drunk, till I see I love you, but I me Trying to be someone I be And I ain't myself lately
Why I like I'm the only one that got me You could the same 45 that shot me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put that to my head, you'll never stop me I be living life on the edge Suicide all in my Why the don't care about no one else's life till they already dead I just pops was back to how he was he ain't been the same since the drugs And I ain't been the same since he said the worst of pain is not being loved So we use the they gave to us To the love the world takes from us Lately I even know who to trust They saying even Satan was an once So I can't feel shit, so that I can't feel shit Living just to die, we dying to live this life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single fucking drug on shelf Trust me man it help I just feel I'm losing myself (x5)