1] When I speak like ya'll don't hear Why I feel like God care Why I feel like I ain't good as no one I'm searching but my ain't there I just feel like life fair My boy got shot, died there But me, I died and came back to life So me how can I be scared
Why do I gotta myself All I ever do is myself Drink till the head gets consumed by the pint, like I don't care my health Really I'm just trying to the pain and hate it all just feels the same Won't say I'm by the fame But even my momma know I
So I get drunk till I feel The love fake, the real Got so many scars it ain't But I soul bullets can't kill Why I feel like cops just to pop me Pop's had a pot to piss in pack a nine on his hip then sit beside me Pray to God there's no six inside me No I can't let the devil in my Same time the church will you blind Last I heard a preacher preach a sermon All I heard him say was sinner's to die And will never get to see a Heaven With all due respect fuck the I know life was doing 25 Praying for early death it's a blessing This for my going through depression This for the who never felt affection This for the kids whose parents don't them Saying love everyone else except them
I what it's like to feel alone I know what it's like to a home I know what it's like to not what it's like To have a you can call your own
See I done tried every single fucking on that shelf me man it don't help I feel like I'm losing myself (x5)
2] Why I feel like love last Things change when you so fast I was to focus on us in the future You was on my past If you left I would my soul Promise me that you let go See I just need love it's funny I got all but my heart still broke
So times I said I'ma change to turn around and do the same Same shit that's been you in pain I know I'm the only one to So I get drunk, I can't see I love you, but I me Trying to be I can't be And I ain't been myself
Why I feel like I'm the only one got me You take the same 45 that shot me Pop the clip in, cock it back and put motherfucker to my head, you'll never stop me I be living life on the edge Suicide all in my Why the world care about no one else's life till they already dead I wish pops was back to how he was Cause he ain't the same since the drugs And I been the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being loved So we use the drugs gave to us To the love the world takes from us Lately I don't even know who to They saying even was an angel once So I can't feel shit, so numb that I can't feel Living just to die, we dying just to this life it doesn't make no sense
See I done tried every single fucking drug on that me man it don't help I just feel I'm losing myself (x5)