I've never tasted tears like these And though they are the saddest I have Their simple is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I been 'til now A truly unexpected of fate For I had up on everyone Especially myself, and thought it Too late for any to cast a line His would hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a kiss and his breath Unfroze ne'er a roaring fire could do An now is mine and from the start I knew that I was to let him in But while I smile I weep I know That something ends so that can begin God, what a am I, or am I wise? For years I kept hidden in my heart The name of one who had been more But whom I wrote and set apart From other men, never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, to adore But rarely did I on what I'd lose If ever my affections were By someone living, breathing, and real For while I pledged my life to him in The same for me I he did not feel If I could the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this for all time I care he couldn't care for me As long as I could own him in each And have someone to think about night When after torment wracked my soul To in sorrow, bathe in pain's delight To fill my pages was my goal the day I dared to call it love For this was the only I had known And somehow I could keep the rest For in my I never was alone And being in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in holy place Though in my mind I knew no one was Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain of my will I opened up the door And swept the space where I swore hed And something dies within me as I As something new is in every tear Past years of I long to keep A future I both long for and fear There really was no question it came This shooting star, both fire and Who never gave me time to my choice But my will his own with each caress For once and only once I did not I should feel and for that I was proud But it was one to enact the part And something else to say the word For once I had, I a shadow fade Which over me had hung for all years And no true loss in all the world could The sense of someone passing my tears I known 'til then how lost I was in this mist of my design So of me my muse had thus become in my eyes no star was seen to shine Unless it bore some of my light Or carried of music in the beams Until my soul was open to the No man could enter, in my dreams Its now and I am not afraid I know full what I am meant to do But at night when I recall my muse I cry for us as he ever knew I had waited years to hear my name Once spoken as it should have always Id wait there still but someone appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my I'd ever said hello It might not hurt much to say goodbye But there is something tragic in scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of anyone who myself in the arms and lips of my new friend Completed in a way never been And healing wounds I thought never mend The truth that my reality The I dreamed but never thought Id meet And now I don't look except in dreams Yet I do the pain is always sweet For pain can show me who I was And from that to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted tears like these And yes, are the saddest I have known