I've never tasted like these before And though are the saddest I have known simple cause is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this earth as I been 'til now A unexpected twist of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and it late Too late for any soul to cast a His hook would hit the ice and in two But blew a kiss and with his breath Unfroze what ne'er a roaring fire do An now is mine and from the start I that I was bound to let him in But while I smile I weep because I something ends so that this can begin God, what a fool am I, or am I For years have I kept hidden in my The name of one who never had been But whom I wrote and set apart From other men, never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, something to But rarely did I think on what I'd If ever my affections were By someone living, breathing, warm and For while I pledged my to him in song The same for me I he did not feel If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in fashion for all time I care he couldn't care for me As as I could own him in each rhyme And have someone to think each night When torment torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in pain's To fill my pages was my goal Until the day I dared to it love For love was the only I had known And somehow I keep the rest away For in my mind I never was And thus in love, though with a specter, I never did expect, nor wish, nor To another in that holy place in my mind I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why pain of my will I opened up the door And swept the where I swore hed remain And dies within me as I sweep As something new is born in tear Past years of memories I long to A future I both long for and fear really was no question when it came This star, both fire and gentleness Who gave me time to make my choice But made my will his own each caress For and only once I did not think Where I feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something else to say the aloud For I had, I felt a shadow fade Which me had hung for all these years And no loss in all the world could match The of someone passing with my tears I hadn't known then how lost I was in this mist of my design So much of me my had thus become in my eyes no star was seen to shine Unless it some of my phantom's light Or carried strains of music in the Until my was open to the view No man could enter, in my dreams Its over now and I am not I full well what I am meant to do But late at when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he knew That I had waited years to hear my Once as it should have always been Id wait still but someone real appeared And stole the heart no man hope to win If to my I'd ever said hello It might not hurt much to say goodbye But there is tragic in this scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the arms and of my new friend Completed in a way I've never And healing wounds I thought never mend The truth that shattered my The soul I dreamed but never thought Id And now I don't look back except in Yet when I do the pain is always For only can show me who I was And from that to me how much Ive grown Ive never tears like these before And yes, they are the I have known