Mom I know I let you And though you say the days are Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But you place the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all them other But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Desert Storm and both of us put Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And forever we can drag on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas tree mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each other's Why we at each others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the of the load Then Nate got away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we this too far
to this day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes That I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to your own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental states slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's painful But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with address But I'd have flipped every mattress, rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the Someone ever moved from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, them And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it I'm dead The said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get message that I'll always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on we took this too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming tonight no matter what the cost And if the goes down Or if the crew can't me up know that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh if there's songs to sing My children carry me know that I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say cruel world Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I want a new