Mom I know I let you And though you say the days are Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know he's not But you place the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all other songs But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! You're still to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert and both of us put together Can an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And we can drag this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the Christmas tree mean shit to me You're me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each goats Why we always at each throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us (nope) Further that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Nate got taken away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully maybe so, meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I of Nathan being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the medications taken over and your states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to us both Foster care, that you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the of the atlas Someone ever moved them from me? you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap And although one has met their Once you up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I you get this message that I'll always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One without a So I'm coming tonight Well no matter what the And if the plane down Or if the can't wake me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My will carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I never say cruel world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far, I want a new life