Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going through

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And lookin' at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never a saint

I know it just feels like we just away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)