Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you just had heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we just could get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, almost to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)