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I'm through changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think about her day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there been a saint

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)