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I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect their
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My just can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain
But I pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never a saint

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)