(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found unresponsive over dose substance pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and we're him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper into a state, I'm a candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. Blood climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. of sips of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium like that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I something in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is with dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's really to scare me. Wont his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I and I wont say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been a fuckin' year. And that fucker still to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind that little line? that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit have knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to sick, yeah im getting by. even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. new rules it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am months later, full blown relapse, get high until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, to be able to function throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how many Three. And that average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the Pneumonia It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR tape with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye baby good night Elaina. Go in the and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They said they me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)