(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found unresponsive possible over substance is 60 and thready respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of then I salivate. Start off with the like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think with all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's really beginning to me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I can't and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's mastermind behind that little line? With that kind of rational man I got a mind, to have another half of of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no with alcohol. Ouch out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking a bouncing ball. Shit must have me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last night? am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? systems ready for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my and ahh. A couple weeks go by it even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this shit if DeShaun die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your Now here I am three months later, full relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home from holmes, relax'. And since im that I'm insomniac, I these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see that's an Ambien each nap, how Valium? Three. And that average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? Your VCR tape with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and up in an ambulance They said found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)