I'm stumbling, I see straight And it's my fault, I got way I got my hands on something And found a way to it all up I did my best, I tried to But it's in my DNA I got my on something great And found a way to it up again
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more
But the one thing that I would die for
All my life, I was told, I was never special I don't need to be of it every other second when all my self-esteem's Already to hell, I'm fallin' helplessly I'm embarrased, I want no one else to see 'Cause I feel like I'm a of shit every time she yells at me Selfishly addicted, definitely doesn't help she Makes me feel like I've died and gone to But makes life a hell for me She that thing with her lip, now she's meltin' me I'm in her palms, I'm wrapped around her finger A on a string, she lets me sit there and just dangle Until something comes along And she'll just drop me like a hot
I look like I'm in pain, but I'm though 'Cause I know she loves me—my friends, what do they
It's like I'm at sea Hoping that you for me I know there, but I can't see I'm so drunk off tragic endings I'm dying to And all you do is me
Such a relief 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings Drunk off endings
In my of weakness I openly the shit I wouldn't normally I'm extremely self-conscious and and she uses it to torture when she torments me It only to ammunition for her in this war, when she Gets she don't stop, when I'm up she's like a downer I found her it was love at first encounter Plus, she musta took the carton of eggs off the counter Cracked them and placed all the shells on the for Me to on when I'm around her But there's just somethin' her makes me not able to function without her
How can I get out of it when I know how to? I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist, make a out of me And show me the way now or stay the fuck out of my cloud of 'Cause I'm going straight down the drain, I'm
It's I'm drowning at sea that you reach for me I you're there, but I can't see 'Cause I'm so off tragic endings
I'm to breathe And all you do is me
Such a beautiful 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings off tragic endings
Now I'm the one thing you couldn't more But you're the one thing I would die for
It took a while for me to get it, but I think figured it out She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me someone else The idea of seein' me happy destroys her in To see me fallin' to pieces brings her joy and brings her But it her to see me get this straight, then say "screw her!" I threw up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm to her She's tryna the door, so here's how I do her Since I'm manure, a sewer
And this time piece of shit's runnin' through her I can see the light, now I'm to it What the fuck? knew it Who would she'd actually have the balls to do it? As soon as I hopped in it, she doused the car with fluid She's standin' with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it Lit the thing on fire, then she threw it
like I'm drowning at sea Hoping you reach for me I know you're there, but I see 'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic I'm to breathe And all you do is me a beautiful relief 'Cause I'm so drunk off endings Drunk off endings