Luyện nghe bài hát Stan [Explicit]

My tea's gone I'm wondering why I.
got out of bed at all
The morning clouds up my window.
and I see at all
And even if I could all be gray,
but your picture on my
It reminds me, that not so bad,
not so bad.

1st volume grows over raindrop background
2nd volume with beat right after "thunder" noise

Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the office or somethin
I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
but anyways; fuck it, been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father
If I a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him
I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan
This is

Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your
you have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering for you,
four and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're his fuckin idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't bein lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you
you would write back - see I'm just you in a way
I never my father neither;
he to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so shit helps when I'm depressed
I got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden for me
See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I you Slim, no one does
She don't know it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
yours, Stan -- P.S.
We should be too

Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't it?
I know you got my last two
I the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the
Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that guy from drowning
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found
That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning
Now too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think it
You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE me
See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk!
Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, I supposed to send this shit out?

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Dear Stan, I meant to write you but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is
Look, I'm really flattered you would your daughter that
and here's an autograph for brother,
I it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just dogg,
- how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling
to help your ass from off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need other
or maybe you need to treat her better
I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan
why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy
I seen one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid
and in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
to think about, his name was. it was you
Stan!