I toe the of self-indulgence time I place my pen Upon the and form the words I felt but couldn't 'til then And to I beg the question Why do I masquerade As one to one and to else? If I, afraid Of what the of stating Openly my might be, When I rant and and reason Do I for them or me? I believe there is merit In creating for self But why before the public is best left on the shelf? Though while I I do not feel that I pen is mine alone, Even could be misguided As are I have known Who swore, poor souls, that they The key to mysterious fate, Succeeded in some, But most could they did but prate On touching something vague Which be unproven, or, In place of content, in tongues Yet know not whom speaking for. No, I am not so; I do not feel I force divine, but still I know That I shall be content To hold my when I would speak Or my words to suit the hour Or pinch a upon my cheek To my joy at love gone sour. I do not to disappoint The faith that place in me To lead the way to days, But dark is all I see. I for good, I toil for hope, No one can question my But those who listen close Can mistake what I meant. My fear, I've to realize, Is mainly this: I am wrong, my perception is askew, That I write and call it song. I'll always question thus, Discount my merits, thoughts, and 'Tis well, as I still go forth And see this, my vision, leads. Strong is she who her mind And speaks it she may not please. the audience That hears honest thoughts as these.