I've been like I've never been I struggle every day but I can't let the devil in And if I knew back then I know right now What I right now I'd be better than ever been, better than I've ever been
You ever wonder it all really means? Heart full of dreams, I know I'mma do it, get it by any food for the thought like it's rock to the fiends I said this shit for boy, this life ain't what it seems Sayin' that you can't just that you never will Said you would, said you could, but you got the skill You climb the highest mountain to master the hill You gotta climb over your ego to master your Gave up on dreams for a suit and a pension God damn, I hope you're for the intervention You say you would if you had the money, make me mention That it'll cost you nothin' but for you to pay attention Now get me wrong, I know there's people out there hatin' on ya And it like your self-esteem is breakin' on ya All they ever seem to do is when you speak They seven days preyin' on the weak I know the world on ya like a sedative Talk all you want about me homie, let it live Hater this, hater that, say I sound Hatin' in blood, you was born to be negative
Never I struggle day but I just can't let the devil in And if I back then what I know right now What I right now I'd be better than I've ever been, better than I've ever
This is dedicated to that never made it And the that persevered even though they was hated They had a dream and a vision that they follow like a But on the real the road to is prone to collision And every now and then happens that's unexpected Like newborn in your life because you fuckin' unprotected And I swear nobody perfect, hell I I ain't Yeah I know verse is heaven sent but I'm far from a saint Live a life with no complaints, tryna do what I can Learn my father's mistakes and become a better man Now plant a and watch 'em grow, teach 'em everything I know Show him how to fight his battles and go toe to toe And this I cause I been high, low, right, wrong But I had to do it all just so I could write song I spit knowledge like the is my only son And the mic like I'm at war and it's my only gun Sometimes this to the top can be a lonely one Yeah, and this victory lap a run my hometown screamin' you the chosen one Tellin' myself, don't choke, be the frozen one