I'm back, did miss me? They said a record could be tricky Well that's of funny cause I am not tripping My fans, they what it is and they with me Yeah, I ain't the type that's gon' ride the semi I came from a town with three lakes and no I've been doing shows for nothing but When I leave the stage, they forget me Mansion was a of my life I let you see it's like to be in my head People ask me I think I think I be doin' If it music, I'd rather be dead You know what I said, was like me at a 3, you don't want to see me at 10 Or you do I promise if that is the case, then that is you're gonna get If you're looking for music with watered down lyrics, I promise that you to go somewhere else And if you want somebody to tell you everything that you wanna I won't be any help This flow is familiar. I I heard it before Oh yeah, I made it I the door open to come in my mansion but I never said it's a beautiful house Some of ya'll sat on the Looked at my and stared at my door They ask me if I'm going to it this record I laugh in face and I ask 'em, "Do you see the blood on the floor?" He's at it again, NF is crazy he's bad the kids He talks about nothing but him Yeah, my friends say, "He's of a diva." Well, you to get some new friends I'm as chill as it 'Till I get on the stage and flip on the And I go to a place nobody is If you putting my name in the song, something that you won't regret I'm not lying to you I remember the shows when no one was I remember the when nobody cared Some people in front of me like, "He isn't going nowhere." It's funny now, it? This type of life how I envisioned it type of life, it just ain't how I pictured it I'm in the back of the tour bus, trying to Facetime my family. different Not you think it is Write a review, me what you think of this me three stars and call me and idiot 'Bout to be honest, it don't make a I some people don't get it But you have no answer to Session If you don't like music personal, I have no clue what you people are doing here Might as well throw out the I pull up a I track through my music nobody's there Only person I judge is the one in the And lately, he ain't doing well-I don't need in my head I'm of hearing it You call it music, I it my therapist Sick people telling me I have been carrying way too baggage, I need to take care of it I know she's right, but man it's Music has raised me more than my did out a picture of us and I stare at it Who am I kidding? You probably ain't hearing me an artist you want to compare me with You put us on a track, Imma bury 'em me this shovel, it's 'bout to get scarier None of you to attack what you staring at I see you got beats, but is the lyrics at? NF is the logo, you I been wearing that Don't come to my and be sittin' in the very back I you out in the crowd like, "There he is!" I thought I'd be happy. It like I'm cursed It's to be clean when you play in the dirt You gave me this place to go I'm hurting I thought it'd get better, but it's worse And I got nobody to when I work, like 24/7 I ain't to church, and Satan keep callin' me, he tryin' to flirt I hang up the phone, these are more than just I drive on that highway and to Mansion I up to God like, "When did this happen?" Yelling all of my fans to wake up But feel like I I get emotional. I plan this I'm things I never imagined I'm sorry but I gotta I don't wanna be for my therapy session