Luyện nghe bài hát I'm Sorry

I should be dead I got nine lives?
Seven left cos already died twice
I'm it wasn't bye-bye Because
its my to do it without the high-life
I'm making is really dope
but i needa talk about shit that
a year ago hold up
let me clear my throat yo im about to get
but i hope you feel it though.

See talking about it hurts when
I was an addict but i was at my
No-one knew I tell one person
couldn't bring myself to do it cos i like a burden.
Give me any I was chewing em up
if I have nine then I'm using em up.
No-one my addiction it was stupid as fuck
90 pills daily of nurofen

I know that's extreme and i be dead right
but i was so up
my tolerance was that
that's the thing with the codeine it's over the counter so you don't need prescriptions

That's three in a day
I didnt get but i would have
em because if I didn't take em then
I be hitting withdraws and guess what?
All of was mid-tour

and i play in this form
having shit thoughts like i got nothing to for
I was a zombie i couldnt nothing
I smashed four
cos i just wanted to feel
yo I overdosed I was at the
i was going to preform
I can't remember see I was told in the
my tour manager found me convulsing on the floor everyone no one knowing what its for
literally no one I was going through it all
I fucked up I should be knowing this before I'm a fucking how am I going on a tour?
I let my fans and i owe it to them all
why I'm being honest and
so with it all it's so hard
not knowing what is
I can't talk about it so I it in this song

woke up in hospital going withdraws
someone my bed but nobody would talk
no phone there nobody to
saying what the fuck is on
and no one inform me

And I'm not knowing what's it's for tubes everywhere if only I walk
a man approaches am I alright
Then he tells me I'm on watch
I'm a danger to myself I believe him
I didn't try kill but they wouldn't believe me
I spent a month in a bed
living in a and
i want it to end

I'm thinking to have I got any friends?
Or friends who don't use have I got any
There's many times where I would want to be
but we've lost too many and I don't want to be
now im I got me some rest
I know now i don't want it again
the harder I hit the gym then the I get
the more the devil on my
got any strength
I let my and my family down
the standing by me are like family now
yo im to anyone who's a fan of me
I understand if you wanted to me

But if it for my family
I tied the knot on the
rope the devil me.
I gotta show ma 'father and my mum
and let em that
it's not them fucked up
now you got a son
if i say im do it
then the job will get
I any pain now im not gonna run
the a new addiction but a positive one

the with addiction it's a battle on its own
the worst part is I try battle it
so if your hearing this and your at home
tell somebody because family should know!
I'm life now I'm getting it back
if I can do this shit anyone can
can't cos I blacked out
but I wouldn't a thing cos it
me who I am now