I'm on blacker velvet, milk skin and veins Like some El Greco painting, so full of So of longing for light of day
I thought I knew who I was in the But here I am blind at being born Crawling to my voice within
And forgotten who I used to be And I've forgotten the woman in red, living her And I've the courage I used to be
Happiness is overrated, it lasts Skating the surface of oceanic Oh, may the of my life be meaning
So please forgive me all my My spirituality, I'm just a mess I'm tears and anxiety but I'm to see
And I've who I used to be The leader in her shining, divining And I've forgotten the courage I to be The passage is so damn tumbling, persona crumbling
Don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know I don't know, I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know I don't know, I know, I don't know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try
some El Greco painting, no sun or sky No lantern, no needed to light The holy behind the eyes
And I've who I used to be And I've forgotten that woman in red, living her And I've the courage I used to be
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try And I try, and I try, and I try
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't I don't know, I know, I don't know And I try, and I try, and I try