If I told you I wanted to to you, You know, You'd think I'm try'na at you. And I am but, You hear me out anyways would you?
Rather lose love than to move on knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a mind cause I been blind, got me goin' down that road. Heart of stone, Far from home, Black you cold. Every problem that you had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still here but I skate. Slow sink, cant breathe, no remorse, think. Listen to your friend, get another man for a minute repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she rejects what I give, while she nurse the by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, Nothing do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, i could shed all these tears, Im and out, I'll on moving and tryna get out, I know how to move on, Where i wrong, I wish i could live no fear, So and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her baby so, so She dont a problem with, with, fuck a nigga Quick, quick. I'm just be the one who never run, but you run away from me. Your man cheat, cheat, Why not me the same She can't see in me, i see in her. This she inherit can't be reversed. I can't stay living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is that I even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you the label but, you been hurt before so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got standards. Nothing that I ever do work, of a black girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. tell me that I ever meant anything, Or that you could see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the darkest nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of them have you somewhat incapable of a first impression. What I do is I my aggression with no cable or antenna, Just to impress you, if capable, Hoping that the material possesions can materialise to a you... Cars, nothing I drive can drive you out of frame of mind. such a ugly picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me time for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you shine anyways. And everyday goes by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day before is than the present, so anyone presented in her presence endures life sentences. No key for release, no reason to be around. Her in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I could all my tears, Im and out, I'll it moving and try to get out, I dont know how to on, I went wrong, Wish I could with no fear, Im so and out, I'll keep it moving and get out, Somehow, Somehow......