"And the light, the lighAnnotatet can make everything feel beautiful. It can make it feel safe, so safe that, like, in the night, we spend all of our time running away from our truths. And then we meet who tells us, 'God will always love you, no matter what you do. The only thing that will never stop loving you is God.' And because of all of our darkness—which at night I still run from, which at night we all still run from, we get stuck chasing light. That's a Black Synagogue."
"And God said that the meek shall inhabit the Earth! But there shall be masses, I said masses!, of bloodshed first! And that will open the floodgates of Heaven, and pour down upon us His blessings from the floor, to the ceiling, but if you praise Him, I said praise Him, shall you receive His healing!"
me from the pain I'm falling Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me I'm whole with your holy light me sanction Can you bring me to life?
Save me the pain I'm down Don't you hear me I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole with your holy Give me Can you me back to life?
I been from the pain in my brain Got stains on my scene while I search for the me Search for the me, lost in the night Only talk to angels when I'm in a height I don't really wanna get lost in my So I pray until I feel I'm lost in the vibe Then I the bottle up and I drink it to my what? Yep, it to my fucking soul's lost in my eyes But I don't really wanna drown no, 'cuz I'm not trusting But I'ma keep 'round though, till I'm sure that I found something And I tell you what it is, you better talk to God, remember No feelings, no thoughts And if a trapdoor then I need God And so someone to come walk me out But think, don't talk about it Wait, sing, don't tell nobody Wait, don't drink, don't your body Wait, don't scream, no, fucking it See, these in my head are the fucking loudest So belligerent, so rowdy And my tunnel vision's so fucking And I don't have a motherfucking outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't know if He can hear me But you know Him well, and I that you could bring Him near me So I keep praying, every that I keep saying Every part of me that I needed shield part of me that needs saving
Save me from the I'm falling you hear me calling? I you now Fill me I'm whole with your holy light Give me Can you bring me back to
of this's real, when it calls you Thought I you, now I'm lost too I've listening to service sermons A lotta redefining, a lot of words A lotta thoughts detected and thoughts A lotta stuff that resonates with persons I've been searching for the truth but embedded in lies Read every single verse until I'm red in my And God'll only hear you when you offering And is the truth But the Devil's a lie But am I to do when the Devil is I? And everything I touch seems to and die? My mama said I was a rebel inside But now I'm looking for some peace and a I And how it feels to need that, humbling pie And how long it will when it comes from the sky I'll probably be waiting until I crumble and die And just wrestling with while I'm struggling by So, I think, I about it Wait, I drink, I somebody Wait, I sink, I fail my Wait, I scream, I'm shouting Cause these voices in my head are the fucking So belligerent, so rowdy And my vision's so fucking clouded And I really have a motherfucking outlet So, I talk to God, but I don't know if He can hear me And you know him well, and I think you could bring him near me So I keep praying, that I keep saying Every part of me I needed shield from Every of me that needs saving
me from the pain I'm down Don't you me calling? I you now Fill me 'til I'm whole your holy light me sanction Can you bring me back to
Did he die on the cross for Do you have any proof? Everything here is And I'm just searching for fucking truth Cause everything ever told me not to do Has made me question what freedom is Why to the words when they not from you? And why feel when I freely live? Now I know what the fucking of evil is And why is dead, but evil lives Everybody thinking they can to you And what they believe in they are true Now they that they had the right to persecute Judge, doom to and come first to you Now I don't really who wrote the Bible But nothing the sun goes unrecycled Take every you have with a fucking rifle you rarely ever get a chance for revival So, just think, just about it Wait, just think, just tell Wait, don't blink, don't your body Wait, just scream, just shout it So the voices in your head fall abruptly And the blood in veins flows rough and violent And you see everything with your lifted And every you carry is eventually lighted And you talk to God, even you ain't sure he hears you And you give it to Him, tell Him, He can keep the and fears too And you keep praying, now you don't repeat sayings Cuz you know you let it go, then you receive Satan
"How many people here look for to solve their problems? Lots of people. And how many of those people are fixed? None of them know fucking about shit, they're all fucking fucked up. Anything to help you escape. It takes it, it takes something to just say, 'Fuck it! This is reality, I'm gonna deal with it!' But do we ever really deal with it? Deal with it, stop running, stop trying to find these substitutes? Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers, and Jesus in church, and God, and find God in yourself. Powerful thing, yeah?"