You should write a song where the is... You're basically writing like a love letter, or like a of advice To mother, when she was your age
I know I would write you a happy ending I would the pieces to your sad beginning I put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she plant a seed It somehow grow inside you
Spent so much of my time wishing you were But reality is that with life can't be provision But if I could wish for one thing, I'd go and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your obstacles and 'em with precision And better the intentions of every person Who'd play a part in you exactly what your worth is I'd shower you purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and make it fucking it No more worthless, no more fucking searching No more of that fraud shit, else could hurt you Yeah, said nobody could hurt you And if ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I that you tired too I that you been running from everything that's behind you I know you've been burying everything inside you I can see it you, wish that I could revive you But I'm stuck in this time frame with my demons and playing these stupid mind game One day it could get better, maybe it get better we could change shit, no more inclement weather Know you hated your mom, know it went your mind You were just like me, wish that you had time To see life from a different angle, wrestle a different angel Wouldn't lose your and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger
Everything is different now, is the same And nowadays I swear it feels you don't know my name But I look at the and I see you every day I'm you in every way, every hue and shade And maybe you know, it's the last thing that I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel like I'm And I don't wanna spend the rest of my time on the run So I'm gonna confront it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And tell you that I you for everything you made me And that you to hear this even if it makes you angry God inside you, you've already found him The lives in memories and you just let him hound you And I despise your church for every fucking thing taught you It's just a fucking that I wish I could wipe off you That I I could wipe off you And I you for doing everything that it cost you that it caused price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a part of me that follow you to Hell you to hatred, or follow you to jail Followed you to that I could never get out of Now I realize that I could never make it that love Now I realize shit is the alternative outcome Never wanted you to me, I just wish I count some I just wish that you grew up with someone you count on I wish you that you could never make it without love For your goddamn self, and you never ever find it in anybody else Cuz I would you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy end in peace
Because, you are such a thing not just my mom, but you're the reason I exist And the best life you could've had for yourself without making a mistake Would meant I woulda had a nicer childhood And even though my childhood perfect and I still love you I want you to know that if I could go back and do one thing for you Or be one for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a life And a nicer childhood, that you You would not have made the mistakes put us all in this bad situation And not have the to leave But just so you would have been happier and stronger Even if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was never That's what I would wanted for you
Yeah, and if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you have your happy ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know you tired too I know you've been running from that's behind you I that you've been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish I could revive you And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your ending And if meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy And if that the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy
I don't I would write you a happy ending I would rearrange the pieces to sad beginning I would put you far away from the roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could before you Or I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a It would somehow inside you And that I could you from the rain So that it could be easier for to find you Or maybe I'm a kid who's caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's still trying to be Or maybe we're all just caught in the winds of a The blackened leaves of dying, dahlias